Babyy.. I really want you back why cant you just believe me.. I Did Everything Just for you.. Like your Favourite Drink,Your Favourite Music,Cut Myself just for you.. Nvm i post the pic and let you see later.. I Really dont want to lose you .. 

Dont walk further down the road le.. Please wait for me T-T Give me a last chance can you ? I Can dont care of my studies le Tmr is my common test and i'm not even learning any much things.. i stop learning because of you.. T^T Please..You really bear leaving me?

Loves.. Very Painful.. Haiz She's Just Someone that Doesn't love me .. Haiz She's Just faking all the time .. Right? I Dont KNOW T-T I WANT ALCOHOL NOW NOW NOW T_T FORGET EVERY SINGLE THING ..


Cuts.. Haiz 


Justin Bieber Ft. Ludacris - Baby ~



Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
just shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Justin Beiber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.

She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing cause she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone.

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Cut myself on friday night and sat morning .. When are you gonna stop ignoring me .. I really hate this .. I feel like dying.. Iloveyous alots and alots.. today went out with hj and clavance.. hj ask me pei her watch the valentine's day because she havent watch.. 


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Today morning been worrying why she didnt sms me.. At 11.16am then she replied.. she didnt go sch .. just hope she doesn't kena scold ba.. 2pm went to Army Museum .. There okay okay lo .. Kept smsing her till around 5.40pm .. 


Jokes Really Can Kill You.. From Today Onwards I Wont Joke.. Full Time Emoing .. I will be waiting for you to reply.. 3am then i sleep 5am wake up .. Dont want care about studies le Die then Die lo.. anyway without babyy i really cant do anything .. except death.. I really hope that you will forgive me and forget.. Maybe the only thing for me to do is *** ba.. 


To Babyy <3 : Babyy I really wish you can really stop angrying at me .. Haiz maybe i should really .. Nvm Dont Leave me can le.. T-T Tears.. Drips.. Within .. Me As .. Always.. I Miss You Alot .. <3 Hope You feel the same ba.. Thought by having flashbacks i wont emo.. but it gets worst ~ 

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Loves' started brighting up HEHES iloveyous babyy today morning was so excited.. was counting down till 4pm hehe ^^ nothing much in sch to talk about except for the chi thing that make me wan die.. 


This afternoon 3.50pm meet her at plaza sing de 7 eleven then went in while walking suddenly hold her smooth hands and she kept saying i short :\ bully LO!!! then take the lift to 7floor then when buying ticket again say i short then buy popcorn then went in she like very look no come before like that so blur ;x ;D went in sit down started pulling up the handle on my left then tickle her ;3 ^^!!! 


Then 1st Frenchkiss with her ^^ lol when watching she keep poke me lo then half of the movie the time dont let me hold her hand :/ bully me!!! He He But i really love the part whr we frenchkiss quite long <3 It makes me flashbacks over and over again when i walking back home .. But didnt have the chance to take photo with you >< 


i Really wan see you again . . i miss you <3 >.< went back home do the stupid chi thing till i buay tahan i'm like half asleep.. then 10+ shirleen sms me ask me can pei her chat then pei her chat lo she another fellow .. bully me! KNS leh babyy i really very fun to bully meh? why u and my friend all like bully me de T-T >< babyy!!! 


YOU GOT CUTE BABY FACE <3 HEHES okay i go sleep le tired.. stupid chi work make me till i buay tahan >< babyy so early fall asleep.. Or you dont want reply me? T-T SOBX LOL jkjk i know you tired hehe <33 ILOVEYOUS FOREVER AND ALWAYS <3~ I wan frenchkiss with you <3 i know you got this feeling that you cant stop right? dont say dont know le .. <3 HEHE

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Hi All Today Woke Up In the Morning at around 9+ Replied Her sms then Wait for quite along time for her To reply End up 10+ then she reply >< EE Bimbo as always ;D! LOL 12pm went to on com use face book till around 2+ went out for visting when i was out of the house preparing to take lift.. Shirley Say hi from the top LOL hehes Long time No see You Became Much Better le ;D! Waited For taxi for about 15min then squeeze in the taxi..

LOL than at tunnel de time,Around 14:59 I got You <3 My GirlFriend ^^ You know who You are right? HAHAs SHH ;3 hehe Reach relative house at around 3+ then like at there so ps eat the steamboat until i so full then got 3 hong baos which cost $16 ba hahas! Babyy ar You ar Always sleep so late No wonder so sleepy.. See la AFternoon Fall asleep RIGHT? YOU AR BETTER SLEEP EARLY TODAY HOR!! Reach home at 6+ Then around 7 on com use at fb hehe Waiting for her To accept th In a Relationship THing lo ;D And Now Going give Sis Use le BYE ~

ILOVEHER ALWAYS <3 MY HEART BEATS EVERY SEC FOR YOU <3 >.< ^^

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PISSED OFF .. WHAT DO SHE WANT FROM ME AGRHHHHHHH CANT SHE JUST FORGET JUST GIVE UP LA TMD .. I CAN DO IT WHY CANT SHE .. PLUS SHE's the ONE WHO STARTED THE BREAK OFF WHAT NOW TRYING TO GET ME BACK? zz I WONT AND NEVER GET BACK BECAUSE I PREFER FREEDOM!!!! AGRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Today went school kinda emo .. Bimbo Mei suddenly bo reply me T-T From ytd till today 7am then she started reply .. when she reply I was so happy ;D Then During Recess Bought the flower go around playing with ppl hahas ;D than during mathematics claris ask me go play around with girls by saying "Nah give u Then when she want take say $2 thank you ;D LOL then i really did lo HAHAS ;D then play finish nothing do then wan give the rose to someone then all dont wan take TMD T-T nvm Haiz Why Ppl Dont want Tell me Things De.. Friendships? Is It Important to You? NO! WHATEVER THING ALSO NEVER TELL ME I'M LIKE ONLY KNOW YOU FOR 2DAY INSTEAD OF .. Haiz SUA !!!! then went home on com use till now ;D OKAY SIGNING OUT LOL!~

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Haiz I really want to forget her .. THIS REALLY HURTS ALOT ._. towards both of us.. maybe i should really let go .. ytd went Recyling Thing till 3+ then went to peter house play then together go swimming then i kena cramp.. cause didnt warm up LOL~ hahas stay at his house till 11.40+ then take zion's father's car back home ~ reach home bathe then went to sleep ;D Ytd at the Mac there Got some girls' guide then zihan go ka jia0 hahas damn funny sia LOLLLLL Haiz but ytd didnt have the chance to play jubeat T_T PS FOR late posting.. hmm this few days really fedup .. i dont know alot of ppl's feelings towards me..haiz.. my mei,pri sch frens and etc.. haiz they dont really wan to talk to me i guess.. ARRRRRRRRRRRRR -CONFUSED-!!!!!!!!

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