PS FOR NOT POSTING for 5 days.. KEPT GETTING LAZY HAHAS.. I'm Will Type everything out today ba. Start from 29th Nov,Its a sunday and i'm trying my best to not jealous as she's going out tomorrow alone with a guy.. But I just hope she's happy.. Same thing Use to come Rydah-ing which i know,SS u will be angry but i'm sorry.. Thats th end of 29th Nov.. 2nd,30th Nov.. Went Out with Hj And Ly SO that if i wont get emo so easily.. But although i'm worried for her,she's also worried but it came out fine.. wanted to fetch her home after her movie but she inisists that i do not bring her home.. so went home alone but late as always take a bus at hj mei house.. And thats th end of 30th Nov..1st Dec,Was at home lazy to go out .. Playing Psp from morning all the to 10pm then watch bleach then went to slp .. 2nd Dec,8th Month Anniversary,HuiJing Mei DE BDAY~ PS MEI HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! HAHAS ^^,Went with yy to Singpost(Paya Lebar) TO meet with weixuan,ly and hj .. After that,Thats whr th worst part happen.. haiz.. She crashed what i had plan for our 8th month celebration.. i just cried and Cried at th bowling place whr th 3 guys and her play bowling.. Haiz it hurts my heart alot.. aft that when i bring her home its much better and we chatted and aft that was ok.. at Around 9.30pm when i heard abt her saying abt th buffet thing.. i just broke down like this .. HAiz its veri hurtful when she actually say abt it.. I just cant control my feelings.. after that watch anime to cool myself down.. And then its ok after that then went to sleep.. Today.. Watch movie with SS and YY.. WHich after that Hj came to give us our 8thmonth Present,BTW Thank You Mei ^^.. Then me and Hj bring YY home then we took bus to her house and then i change another bus back home.. when i reach home bathe and stuff,After That i started emoing and emoing .. It really hurts i wan tell her but she kept saying that she will hurt herself..Since is her birthday and she didnt celebrate for 13years.. and this is th first time.. I just let her be ba.. So told Hj Mei what happened to me ..Tears Drips Too.. Haiz..It really hurts in my heart to actually go and seeing her lefting me out I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN BUT HER PARENTS DOESN'T WANT US TO BE THAT CLOSE T-T IT JUST HURTS ME I REALLY WAN GO CRAZY BUT I CANT CAUSE I'M AT HOME T-T HAIZ ..Watch Bleach after That..

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